confession #3

I have a crush on this guy. Not again, this is the second time . He is also the first one who I had a crush in many years back.  I though the feeling will never come back but is out of my control. As I know, he is quite popular among the girls, cute guys are always surrounded by girls. I have heard alot people said for Christmas the best gift is to confess to someone you are in love with even Yan Ya Lun  said so. But I guess this is not the right way for me. He might have someone else in his heart. Theres a quote *never try never know* but i dont have the braveness to know. so let me be your secret admire till one day you find it out yourself. still secretly in love with you and this is pretty fun!